That wasn't long at all

Why does life have to suck more than rock? So far, I've had way more downs than ups, especially in the past 4 months when I thought I'd have a steady rise in life because I had made a decision to accept Christ. And, like I said, just as soon as everything looks up, it starts to drop. What am I doing wrong? Am I a bad person? What is it? I just don't understand.

Also, I'm extremely frustrated at a youth pastor who won't do anything! I told him what one of his students is doing, but he does nothing! I care deeply about this girl because I grew up with her. She's practically family, but what she's doing is not only slowly killing her, but it's going to end of making me sick! I'm sorry, but I would like to live a long life. I certainly don't have to guts to be rude and tell her to not to do it around me, but seriously, what she's doing could make me extremely sick because of my heart and asthma. I can barely breathe in the car on the way to and from school. I'm beyond worried for just her. Now I'm worried about myself. And, when cross season starts again, who knows how all that's going to effect my running. I'm pissed, I'm doubtful, and I'm worried.

Why did all of this have to happen? What have I done to deserve the pain and hurt I'm going through, plus this thing with my friend!? I'm never doing to be happy, am I?